I think when my older friends graduate I most likely will fall back into how I was in middle school except I wont be as sad. Because them leaving doesn’t have to be bad, There are so many things I can enjoy even when they leave like the darkroom, books, and train rides. I can also just be happy that I shared such lovely memories with them in high school and they reminded me of what having good friends felt like when I thought I never would. In one year from today my friends will graduate and begin a new chapter in their lives.
And that is going to be okay.
"~Anna
I may have forgiven you from that past mistake you did but I will never forget the pain that you had caused me.
So yesterday I did something that surprised me a bit. There was this girl crying because her boyfriend broke up with her and they’ve been going out for awhile and he did it on her last day of high school since she’s a senior. She was trying to talk to him and she was sobbing but he kept walking and ignored her and that’s when I learned later he had cheated on her and broke up with her. Throughout the day I saw her by herself crying and I felt so bad for her. She’s not very liked by a lot of people and I don’t know why but I think it’s because she’s “preppy” and sometimes a big ditz and I just find a lot of the reasons why people don’t like her stupid. It was the end of the day and I saw her walk past me to the English classroom. I couldn’t handle it anymore so I walked to the English classroom to find her in the desk doing her work. I tapped her shoulder and she looked up at me with sad eyes that were swollen from crying and I said “You probably don’t know who I am and I don’t know you that well but….” and then I put my arms around her and gave her a really tight hug and said “I saw you earlier and it made me really sad to see you like that” and she squeezed my arm and started to break down and cry really hard and I felt my eyes watering up. After I was done comforting her I then began to walk away and clumsy me tripped on the desk leg and she looked at me and laughed and then smiled at me, I can’t even explain how nice it was to see a smile upon her teary eyed face. I then said while walking out of the classroom ” I hope things will get better for you….no things will become better maybe not now but they will”. I’m just really happy with myself that I didn’t hold myself back and I got to make someone who was sad at least smile and make them feel better for a moment.
I really hope that all the people I’ve met in life, that I have impacted their life (small or big) that I have affected them in a good way.
I think for senior year I’m going to dye my hair back to my natural hair color (black). I don’t know why but for some reason I just feel like going back to my natural hair color which will be weird because I’ve kept my hair a light brown since the seventh grade.
The seniors are now gone…. well until graduation! I’m going to miss my senior friends that I had made this year :c I’m glad I got to get to know them this year and I wish them the best after high school.
